what is beauty?
the contrast

i cried for Dominique Francon & Howard Roark today
 leaves me wondering 
whether i am able capable of emotions

I'm sick of something unknown.
today had been a good day, 
finally feeling sober and awake.

Barely felt awake for the last two weeks 
ha ha everything was done in a blur
 & only now i feel alive 
the funny thing is the design workshop barely began

puzzled, what have i been struggling with?