My inability


I have an inability. It is worsening by the day. The more I leave it alone the more it deteriorates further. 'm not sure how it started or when it'll end because no knows the ways of the heart.

Maybe it is my lack of willingness to commit. Or perhaps it is an unfinished business that left a knot that I'm at a loss to how to get undone.

I'm lost, I really am.